he, who sees everything

Maybe he sees his dad

and thinks about it.

How he hates those things about him.

He loves him with all his heart,

he has always been his favorite human

but as beautiful as that is,

his shadows had scarred him for life

Those were the ones that he hated -

the pain and the violence.

the Darkness

he rather not know,

that’s why he plays rational

He can’t stand the contradiction.

knowing that he has been his greatest hero

and the most acclaimed villain

at the same time, with the same force

And fighting against that,

the pain.

the pain of disappointment

and disbelieve.

the pain that the truth most times withholds.

 and the fighting was the hardest.

the rage,

the violence.

The sudden loss of young breath,

where you lose yourself, where you let it out

And it never comes back

In an instant,

The innocence, the hope

and it is there.

and he can’t help it

just yet,

cause he still doesn’t understand

that the only thing he can do,

is to forgive and accept.

i hope you release the pain.

i hope one day you stop holding on

to that believe, and thinking

you don’t deserve peace